i destroyed my aunt laptop and the worst is it was for my cousin too he is like 12 years old and he is a blackmailer and if he find out that i i Spill Liquid Onto his Laptop? OMG iam freaking out right now .what can i do ????????????and worst i was typing one of my research and BUM i lost it and tomorrow i have to present it

life suckes right now

have you seen adam lambert performance two nights ago?????wow i really really liked it it was so much fun i mean it really entertained me and i was just OMG they are gonna kill him for this show and well it seems everybody cancel their plan with him but he didnt do anything wrong i mean lady gaga is ok but he cant do this things? most of the female singer are slutty and when one man show sexy its inappropiate??i mean it was at 11 pm so there was no kid and u guys cant handle a little kissing and stuff!!!

i nailed my presentation this morning .you know my profosser he really likes it when we express ourself like this research was one of the funnest thing that u ever did in your life he likes it when we can talk about it easily and well i really did great .
well it was an essay that i translate in farsi it was about what really brings he customer back in a restaurant?
and we went to a restaurant and asked question about like food sear light parking and these things and we had to use this information in spss and i really like working with this program its really fun.

so iam staying with my aunt familly wivh is great because i dont have to pay for a shitty apartment or staying in an even worse dorm with 9 roommate.
and my aunt is cool she always pays for everything becaise she is older than me so i must not pay!!!
but the big problem is they are loud heer kids i mean they are always shouting and screeming and her son is always crying for everything and they are rude the curse each other every 5 seconds and i cant study.
well i dont study very much but i really cant stand the noise iam a very quite person so its really killing me .
well i have to stop complaining i can stand 9 monthes
and the best part is her husband is working for government and one of my dreams is working for ministry of tourism in iran so fist thing first i want to work there as an intern and you cant to do it unless you have some connection and he said he would help me with that
how cool is that!!!!!!!!!
so everything will be ok be cause i have a purpose right now and it makes everything seems ok and wonderfull.

ianto died i dont know why they killed him he was the only reason that i was watching this series i didnt even watched episode 5 because i couldnt watch it without him i hope they make season 4 and bring him back
and i hate gwen with jack there is just not chemistry and i hate her when she is trying to convice everyone she is in love with him.
poor ianto i think in this season jack just broke his heart by not saying i love you by not liking to be a couple by not talking to him.
well i loke gareth david lloyd i like his acting it was brilliant i hope i watch movie with him in it

funny live journal and youtube arent filter anymore but others site that i used to go is filtered
my aunt gave me 400 dollar for noruz u know like chrismas present i really really like her we have so much in commen live we both love books and movies and we can talk for hours and she really likes me too she is always helping it really good to have a aunt like that

iam back again and today i have to go to the univercity today i have just one class
my english class will be started next week.
in holliday i just watched movie i finished kyle xy the actor was cute but the story wasnt good. i watched lost and 24 and i cant remember the movies name that i watched .
and i found out that i never got drunk in my life!!the funny part drinking is watching other people action while they are out my sister in low just giggle she can laugh for whole hour my older brother wold pass out in the bathroom and my younger brother would just smile all the time and he would accept anything u tell him and feel guilty aboout things that he never done heh they are funny
so i have to go have a great week

tomorrow at the 3 pm will be our new year 1388 cool isnt it?
well i made some decision i want to study hard and i want to get higher score this term and i dont want to spend most of my time in internet or watching movie all the time .
and the best part is the youtube and livejournal is block here and i have to make effort to go there so i will quit.
i finished watching how i met ur mother i hated s4
i have to go have fun and have a great year

iam very very angry because of my score i did very badly in all my exams and i dont know why i mean i knew all the answer but the out come was a disaster iam very frusted right now and anry i just want to be optimistic and think about the next term GOD sometimes i really hate everuthings

finally i watched milk amd i really liked it .
i dont think that sean penn will won oscar but i liked him and james franco but the latins boyfriend was nerve racking i dont actully like to watch thiese kind of movie political and all but at the end i was crying
loved the movie hope gus van sant win the oscar

i feel so fucking down and i dont know why and its such a bad time to feel this way because my brothers wedding is 4 days later and the night after tomorrow we will throw some party in our house and i should feel happy and the worst part of the wedding is in muslim wedding especially in my hometown the sister in law has to dance alone and give the knife for the cake to bride and groom and its such a torture
i find out why iam so sad it because i went to shopping center with my cousin for 4 hours and i hate shopping
ok so i think i will be posting some new pic in coming days so i hope to have fun

it seems like ages from my last entry i started my collage 2 month ago and i love my folklore professor, he is fun and the topics of the field is great
next month is my brothers wedding and well our wedding is like a dance club with hidden open bar and i cant wait for it
i have an assignment that i have to do and its explaining about a poem and i choose an english poem so iam stuck here i dont know what to do whit it its driving me crazyyyyyyyy
ok love u all have fun


when the weather was good

i just read an article about gales accident and its 2 am and i feel like i swallow a stone and there is a knot in my stomach and it really hurts
its really amazing that i feel awful about injury or death of one of my favorite actors that my relatives .anyway i hope he will be ok

paul newman has passes away at age 83 .
he was one of the actor that i always thought that will be alive forever.

the first movie that i saw with his performing was my hot long summer and half of the movie i was in love with his character and in cat on a hot tin roof i was wondering if he could play like this again and he proved that he is one the best actor of century .
i loved butch and cassidy and the sundance kid,cool hand luke ,the sting.
its a tragedy ,his death and loosing one of the greatest actor and a kind soul may he rest in peace.

in butch and cassidy


in cat...

i hate it i hate it i hate it when the internet connection here cant open the youtube and i cant download anything
i will die

how can someone betray his own familly???
when my father died i was 14 and my brothers were 16 and 18 and at 18 you just have to concenterate on ur studing so we all knew nothing about taking care of busines so our uncle took over everythings and he was kind enough to send us bills for his hard work !!!
but last semester i have this class about laws and i found out some really interesting things
so we went to a lawyer and now we have a case to take back my fathers property and money
also we found some ducament that is shownig how our dear uncle toook advantage of our trust .
its really sad.

hi
did u know that a puppy in iran has no right to be alive?????/
we were going on a picnic with my cousins and my older cousin brought her dog her name is lady but half of the way they had a phone call from her friend that told them that if the police saw ur dog they will kill her by a gun shot or they will hang her!!!!!how sick is that?????

i really have noooooo idea why i still go every morning to kindergarden i just sit there in the office and sometimes answer the phones but most of the time i have nothing to do this morning i just took my laptop with me there and iam writing this there and there is no internet in the office so its not very usefull .
last week i was with 2-3 years old kids and they had so much energy and one of them was a littlee brathe was just hitting me and others teacher and he was always taking others kid toys but he was soooo cute and he talks really funny and he is so fucking smart .\the odd things about these kids was they just stare at strange person like i dont know what u r talking about because ur not my teacher and it always mad me laugh .

these two weeks prove to me that i can be patient and like kids and get along with them it was cool but now its booooooooring
well at least iam trying to study a littel spanish and english till i go to tehran and find a good place to study these two language .and because i want to stay in a good shape i go to gym three times a week and because i want to be flexible, and be able to concentrate i go to youga.and with these classes and coming here(kindergarden)i think i have no time.
iam waiting to find dvd of mama mia and batman to watch i think next week i will have both , i cant wait to watch them especially batman because i alwayd adore heath ledger and i cant watch brokeback mountain without getting upset ,his death was a real tragedy.i just finished watching season one of heros it was good
well iam going to watch el cor de la ciutat i like max and iago they are a cute couple.
so have fun

well i think i am back on track .last week i started to go to youga class with my aunt and its very relaxing and great.my cousin has a kindergarden and i decided in my free time before university i go and help her its so much fun because the kids are so cute and i like paperwork too and it will give me a good experience on how to manage some place .so ia mhoping to be busy all the time and feel useful again its a great feeling

I feel depressed ,iam 20 years old now and iam still living with my mom (most people in this country live with their parents till they get married) and I have no job .
even when I am in other city to go to uni my mom will come and stay with me and my cousin its not totally bad because we don’t have to do anything but I really like to do things in my own way .
I want to take some responsibility I want to fell confident but now I just feel useless I don’t have any skills ,iam actually nothing and it is bothering me for this past year I cant wrap my mind around a subject I cant focus I cant study the way I like I cant go looking for jobs because iam scared and don’t have the first clue of what I have to say or do .
I feel like after 20 years I am nobody and have no identify just a little scared girl who has to take permission to do everything she wants.
I mean now iam in uni and studing tourism management but I think after graduation I cant find a job its like iam sinking

my excam started last week and it was awful i think iwill fail in two of them and the worst part of my week was heath ledger death i dont know why but i was sad i mean i never related to any of my friends or families death but hisdeath had agreat effect on me maybe because he was the first actor that i really liked and admired and then boom his dead anyway i feel a little sad and depress i have 4 more test in four days and i hadnt so much sleep and my drug is fanfiction in lj i dont know but it always gave me power for days anyway i just really felt like writing sth here ok then babye 4ever my avalone